Walk with Faith

One of the ironies in life - there are things that you are able to experienced by now and then at the later part you will just laugh into it after you recovered. Who cares? If you messed up life once in a while its okay. After all, a life without mistake is a crap.

I confess, that oftentimes life is unfair but theres nothing else I can do but to deal with it... will go with it as it goes with the old saying, “If you don't like it, then fake it!”. Yes, its true. When I am into pain or into sort of struggles that caused me to shed my tears - it's really hard to move on especially if that pain inflicted me most and worst leave me scarce from the past. By then, I naturally felt like being left out by the whole world but I was left with no choice but to accept things. Perhaps, the least thing that I can do by now is to strengthen my back, suppress my emotions, wrestle with my fears and get rid of those negativities that coming in. I realized the logic that when reality bites it really hurts but the bad thing is I can never ever bite it back. :-(

Well, It's feels so good that in trying times like this I wont give up, that's for sure - though the rain is pouring hard for me and the storm is striking out across the bridge and yet I stand still. Thus, nobody can heal your wounds except you...only you and no one can tell when would that be. I don't believe, however, that time can heal wounds instantly but for me you would only get healed by the time that you yourself have decided and wants to be cured.

I tried to figure out things, it holds true that friends presence somehow gives me a relief but as I grow older things seemed to be not perfect and turns out my expectations into failures instead...I hate to say but it's a fact. Some of them are true, some of them are fake! I wont count my friends when things are being perfect, laughter, and fun is abundant but rather I am counting on them through storms whose heart is ready to back me up, gives me hope and willing to lift up my spirit into courage...then perhaps that would be the time that I would know who deserves to be called as a FRIEND.

Maybe thats what life is, if you'll be dead serious about it...you'll be dead (not literally). No matter how it goes, no matter what it is don't stumble, just cling to your faith and just go on.